Sunday Confessional: Today I Hit the Wall

August 5, 2012

Hitting the proverbial wall is something none of us ever want to happen in a race. Let’s face it. We never want it to happen ever. Not on a long run. Not during an important training week. Not in life. Never. We prepare, hydrate, fuel, play games with our minds, chant mantras and pray it never happens. Today, I finally hit the wall.

The last month has been pretty intense. I’ve been working hard, training hard and going 24/7. I launched this blog (thank you to everyone who has been so awesomely supportive!), was named one of 40 professionals under 40 to watch by PRWeek and have been traveling non-stop … all while trying to make everything happen without making excuses.

It has been a crazy last 10 days: Hotel gym in Chicago, running in NYC, attending #BlogHer12, and hitting up Flywheel NYC.

One of the commitments I made to reach my 2012 race goals was to start doing more of my workouts in the morning. I’ve been really proud that I’ve been getting up around 5 a.m. at least 4 days a week the past month to do just that. It has reflected positively on my training and my performance. But more importantly, it has made me feel stronger, more in control and empowered to tackle the day.

It has also made me tired.

Although I’ve been achieving my early morning training goals, I haven’t made other adjustments to compensate for this change. I’ve been going to bed every night at midnight or later (thank you London 2012 Olympics!). I’m typically an 8-hour a night sleeper who’s been getting about 4-5 hours of sleep. I’ve been in and out of airports and hotel rooms. In and out of pools, gyms, bike paths and new running routes. And today, I had to rest.

Today I did not wake up at 5 a.m. Today I have not yet worked out, even though I have a 3-hour bike ride followed by a 50-minute run on my training schedule. Today I slept 12 straight hours (waking up only briefly to catch the finish of the women’s Olympic marathon race around 8 a.m.). Today I slept until lunchtime (*gasp!*). Today I have not yet gotten out of my pajamas.

My body was telling me to slow down for a minute. To recharge. To reset. To relax. And I’m ok with that. We all need those days to do nothing. To take a breath. To take a nap. To not be going a million miles an hour. Today was my day.

I saw a tweet from @LeadToday this afternoon that said: “Don’t complain about a bad today, commit to making a better tomorrow.” And that’s what we all have to do. Whether we just need a day off to recharge, find ourselves hitting the wall or when we make a bad decision and need to refocus on getting back on track, we have to tell ourselves it’s ok and look forward. It’s the only direction that matters.

 

Have you ever had a day when balancing training and life have just caught up with you? How do you recharge and bounce back?

Comments

Sarah @momrunningonempty.com

I’ve really been struggling lately to get out of bed in the morning. It’s been totally weird since I actually prefer to be up and out early and move on with my day. I am trying to make the schedule adjustments to my body needing more rest but it’s tough to listen all the time!

I’m glad you to the much needed rest today and I know you will make tomorrow fantastic 😉

rUnladylike

Thanks for your encouragement Sarah! Making the schedule adjustments to get up early is the toughest part. I’ve got to try to go to bed earlier. I can get up in the morning but the lack of sleep has definitely caught up with me. Good luck on getting more sleep too 🙂

Paulette

Sounds like you needed the rest day for sure! I felt like that so badly mid-marathon training, and took a couple of days to recoup. It’s so necessary. And yep the Olympics is causing some serious sleep deprivation, haha.

elizabeth

so smart. i did the same thing last week and feel soooo much better. except i took an entire weekend off. i loved every minute of it. my friends/family continue to tell me I do too much and overcommit and I need to learn to just slow down. good for you for listening to your body.

rUnladylike

Thanks, Elizabeth! Glad you found yourself recharged after some rest time too. I had a great 15-mile run yesterday so I’m trying not to feel too bad about skipping today’s long ride. There’s always tomorrow 🙂 Thanks for your encouragement!

Debbie@ Live from La Quinta

You said as I was thinking it, gee, do you think your body is trying to tell you something? And while your rest day was helpful, maybe you should take a look at the big picture, so that you don’t repeat the go, go, go, hit the wall cycle. Just a thought.

rUnladylike

Thanks Debbie. I know I just need to get more sleep. I’m going to try and focus on that this week to prevent the cycle :).

JenJ

It’s Monday morning here (UK time) and I’m feeling every word you just said. Yes, sometimes it’s ok to slow down, have a ‘you/me’ day and forget about scheduled training runs/rides/anything… But the fact that you’ve done just that shows that you’re on top of it. Good luck recovering and you’ll be back twice as strong after a brief rest. 🙂

rUnladylike

Thank you so much Jen. Your words of encouragement are SO appreciated. I’m glad you can relate. I’m about to hop on the bike (on my trainer) for close to 2 hours so trying to make up a little for yesterday 🙂 Thanks for reading. Love my UK peeps!!!

Amy

Oh, thank you for writting this!! We are on a similar training schedule, I’m also traveling (vacation and work) a ton, and I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed and TIRED. Saturday’s run was tough and yesterday after flying back to ATL I was too exhasted to do my ride either. I felt so guilty about missing it, worried about how it would impact my week, my training (that impending race I’m a little scared of), worried about how I will run from an off-ramp inn this week in between client meetings. It really is good to know, I’m not alone – and BTW – you aren’t either!!

rUnladylike

Thank you so much for this comment Amy! It is so great to have your support and perspective! We are all in this together!